Cold Case : " Who took the Cookie from the Cookie Jar?"
The story begins when he handed me a jar full of Cookies.
He opened it and gave me a piece for me to try it out.
I was hesitant at first because I don't prefer having raisins on my cookie.
I am not a fan of it. All of this was Of course, based on my own experience.
It happened a couple of times already and the results are always the same.
It's not for my liking.
I have this doubt that makes it hard for me to accept
What he is offering to me.. But in some angle I saw his determination
and felt the Sincerity with his words.
That is why I gave him the benefit of the doubt.
A bite after another indulged me into something unexpected. "It was so good." .
It has this familiar taste. "It feels like I have tasted this before.. But where?" I can't remember. I easily got hooked with the taste. It made me think so hard on where I could've tasted it. But nothing's coming out of my mind.
Maybe it's from a long time ago that is why my mind is acting up.
Every bite makes me feel what I've been missing in my life.
All I can think of was.. "Where have you been all my life?" It made me crave for more..
So, I asked if I can have another one and He handed me a piece while smiling. Honestly at first I only tried it because I don't want him to feel bad but it was really Unexpected. by thinking that, I might as well got curious of how it'll taste. I didn't have high expectations 'coz I somewhat know... What to expect already. But after the first piece I knew that it will be different this time. I smiled As I prepare myself to bite from this second Piece of cookie.. Again.. It didn't disappoint me as I got the same Result from the first piece. I am really liking it So, I asked him, "Where did you bought this lovely jar of cookies?" I was so surprised when He told me that He was the one who made it. From that moment I can say that I got more excited.
As I glanced at the Jar..
Comes the part where in,
I got scared. I got scared of running out.
I am getting into it.. That I dont want it to end.
Every piece of cookie in my hands makes me want to eat it all.
But when I was about to get a cookie, The Jar was already empty.
I don't know why it was empty.
I am sure that it was half full.
So I let myself think.. About what happened.
I was really confused.
But I still made up my mind and came up with a decision.
I CHOSE NOT TO STAY.
I still dont know why.
I know it could've changed Us.
but I don't know if its for the Better or Worse..
I've already Risked a generous amount..
So I can't afford to lose again.
I sincerely want to forgive you..
my heart wants to be at peace as well as my mind.
When this happened,
You made me feel bad about being Careful..
I CHOSE NOT TO SAY..
Its pretty clear. Thats what I felt is right.
Thats my own way of being careful.
When I thought I lose.. This time I felt like I won.
For I got to know who you really are through that way.
That's the trophy I deserved after playing the game you made me play.
So leave me be. Let me live.
Let me choose my own way.
Go on your own too.
I don't deserve you because I know my worth.
Now, I have a question for you,
"Who took the Cookie from the Cookie Jar?"
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I can't say that it's me who took it but I am sure that I am not the one who ate it.
You made me hold on to something That you didn't intend to give.
Tell me. What must I feel?
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